So it's been nearly three weeks since the last I saw my dad when he had come to fetch me back to university after Merdeka break last August. My dad texts me and says that he has been admitted in hospital over a heart issue. He says that only two of his heart chambers are working and that his heart has grown weak and not strong enough to pump all the fluid throughout his body. He says that he had seen his thighs and legs get swollen and that this was the reason he had gone to the hospital to check. He is experiencing a heart disease. And from what I have read, this could be a case of congestive heart failure whereby blood is pumped less effectively due to the weakening of the heart. Due to this, fluid can slowly build up and gravitate towards lower areas of the body such as the leg, leading to what is known as edema.
My mom, on the other hand, tells me that she had recently been admitted in a hospital too for chest pain. So I get all these heartbreaking news all while in the midst of preparing for my mid term papers and completing my programming assignment. I am sad beyond doubt. I instinctively cry out to God in the inside. I've not prayed for a long time. I've not gone to church for a long time. I feel hopeless.
But I want to believe that God is looking after me. I mean DO believe that after all this time, God is keeping watch of me. At a time of low spirits like this, I so happened to have someone enter my life and accompany my lonely soul. This special someone is Ignatius. He has helped me so much in this short time of our rapport.
Heartbroken though I must say, to have seen my father in such a condition like never before and to look at how lonely this man is, even at his sickbed, I want to acknowledge God for mitigating the pain through a wonderful person he has chosen to put in my life.
In faith I still stand strong.
Koi No Yokan - A Japanese word that I had happened to stumble upon in a blog at just about the right time. It translates as the sudden knowledge upon meeting someone that the two of you are destined to fall in love. And this special person to whom this post is dedicated to is my love, Ignatius💕
I can vividly remember the first night that we had met each other. I was instantly smittened by this cute being! But looks can only go so far. I felt an instant connection with him as we shared our stories to one another. Little did I know that we had so much in common!
And as baffling an enigma magic can be, everything that night was wrapped up into a single, special and unforgettable night with Ignatius asking me to be his girlfriend! We exchanged the three words and voila! we're now a happy pair of love birds💘
Thank you for everything good-willed peeps :) . Can't imagine a life without great peoples like you. You make life more pleasant to live.
|All hail the mighty Pilot the Shaker|
|my loyal Pilot 0.7|